Retrospect

just got home from school. tinignan ko yung promoboards. hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako na magreremovals ako ng pedia. hay, at least pedia lang. and at least removals, hindi failed. medyo matagal pa naman yun so madami pang time mag- aral. yung tungkol sa friendster account ko, hay nako, ayoko nang pag- aksayahan ng oras. napaka- pathetic nung gumawa nun.

i was looking at some of the pictures stored in yahoo groups. nostalgic. anyways, here's some of the pics. oh, the fourth picture was from the high priest. ty ulit paps!

first year class picture. this was taken on the last day of the school year. nakaklungkot kase madami na nawala sa med. life goes on. medicine ain't everything

ahahaha! secret ko to. hindi ko alam kung bakit akong nanalo ng award na to. first year pa din. katuwaan ng class namin nung christmas party magbigay ng kung anu anong award. thankful na din. at least meron. hehehe

e2ng nagagawa ng pagiging toxic! pinakakwelang performance nung christmas party namin nung 1st year. go migu!

salamat papsi, kinopya ko lang to sa multiiply mo hehe. sino to? hulaan nyo. hehe. this was taken in one of the resorts in ilocos norte. mas malayo pa to sa pagudpod. namimiiss ko nang magswimming!

Go blonde!

i watched legally blonde for the second time already but i still got inspired by her will. i love her!

NEW LOOK FOR MY BLOG

i've been thinking of giving my blogpage a new look. trying on pink. bagay ba?

summer!

hay natapos din ang sem na to. second year has been the HARDEST year i had in my entire school life. grabe talaga pag sabay- sabay lahat. i'm glad it's over. but i can't move on yet. i still have to see my school standing. on tuesday will be my promo boards. i'm expecting to pass all my subjects but ONE- PEDIAaah! grabe tong subject na 'to! i've read an article a student wrote about them twice already and it makes me feel good that i'm not the only one pissed of by the way their department make the students suffer. it's like this, every year they have the most number of failing students. Much MORE than the passed and for removals students combined! yeah, that's how it goes. am i gonna get lucky? i better be. man, i'll be lucky enough to get to the removal's list.
i certainly do not get their point of giving a 30 point- midterm and prelim exams. i mean, if they're at least a hundred each, there's more chance of passing. Right? And aren't they alarmed that for chrissake, every year they have the highest mortality rate(in the case of failed students that is)? i believe they're the one who has a problem. pambihirang mga yaya yan o. masyado talaga!!!

at long last, i found it

ang tagal kong hinanap 'to, grabe. heard this on the radiio a couple of times already. ...ganda!

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

[Chorus:]
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending

How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

last week...

the day i dreaded came... my friend's dad died. she was one of the closest friend that i have in med and we've been talking about her dad's condition pretty often. honestly, i didn't know how to approach her. i don't know how to tell her how to ready herself for it. we were both praying that that day wouldn't come. for me, at least not at this moment when everybody is trying to move heaven and earth to do all the loads of work we have in our hands since finals is fast approaching.

it really broke my heart.

help me pray for her and her family.

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she was absent for almost a week now. the last time i saw her was in her dad's wake. she had kept her composure though but her eyes showed it all. (her dad was buried in Banaue, Mt. Province. they traveled him all the way to the north last wednesday. the burial was last sunday/ monday). i hope tomorrow she'll be back in school. i miss my seatmate.
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i texted her this message the night she left for banaue

'sometimes, the best way to show how much we love someone is to let him go...'

.

i know things will never be easy and life will never be the same again...

but life has to go on

you'll be fine. we're just here for you.