my lullaby- the original version

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

sana one day hindi na

You're beautiful and that's for sure
Your never ever fade
Your lovely, but it's not for sure
And i won't ever change

And all my love is grey
And all my love is true

I'm like a bird I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
(And baby all I need for you to know is)

Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well

and all my Love is grey
and all my love is true

I'm like a bird I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is
I don't know where my home is
(And baby all I need for you to know is)

kahapon...

i was in intramuros to attend an afternoon mass in San Agustin Church. i thanked the LORD for another year He has blessed me with. i had a little soul searching too and i've realized that i cannot have everything. i can only choose one to prioritize. i'm close to having a decision. it saddens me though that i may hurt somebody's feelings because of it. syempre masasaktan din ako.

two important persons accompanied me to mass. one was a good friend of mine. i've been praying for her and her family since the moment she told me her dad's condition was getting worse. my heart goes for her. if i can only bear half of her pain...

the other one was best. he often caught me blank. wala talaga sa sarili. my mind was somewhere else.

my journey back to the temple

Today marks the anniversary of my existence. I'm trying to reminisce the past as far as my memory can serve me but as of the moment, my mind is preoccupied with thoughts of the present and the future.
The heavens knew already about my foolishness- I escaped the temple and went back to earth to find out something for myself…and what did i found?

Failure. After the nth time it finally hit on me.

Learning comes in the hard way for the intractable.
Now, I'm going home once again to the temple of the goddess. This time with my eyes blindfolded so in case I happened to turn my head, I will not be lured again to go back. May the wind blow the steps that I have taken so I may not retrace my path and may thy humble hands soon touch the doors to the shrine where my father, the high priest, and I both serve.

May the goddess grant thee with everlasting fertility.

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This used to be Mother Nature's favorite song… it has now become my lullaby.

Moonriver
Wider than a mile
I'll be crossing you in style
Someday

Oh, Dreammaker
You heartbreaker
Wherever you're going
I'm going your way

Two drifters
Off to see the world
I'm not so sure the world
Deserves us

We're after
The same rainbow's end
How come it's just around the bend?
It's always just around the bend.


Best and I (partly) said our goodbyes. Yep, he'll be leaving this Sunday for Malaysia (matutuloy na talaga sya).
Best, I'll see you soon. Promise.

carpal tunnel

not some sort of a secret passage. its the most common nerve entrapment syndrome and is caused by entrapment of the median nerve at the wrist. we were taught how to test for CTS in PD demo class yesterday and as usual, i did the test to myself (i suppose PD demo is a 'know thy self' class. subtitle, a discovery of one's hidden disorder). to my surprise, my left hand was positive. so anticipate that when i get older, symptoms will get worst. yeah, i should tell that to myself. at least it's my left, not my right hand which is the dominant. something that i should be thankful of.

MY SASSY GIRL

oo nga pala, i watched that movie yesterday. i was too exhausted from school so i decided to take a little break. movie lines are always cheesy. do they really create them as such? hehe. the line from the old man is pretty timing for heart's day. here's how it goes...

'Fate is building a bridge of chance for the one you love.'

so CHANCE is not something that you wait for all your life.
my dear friends, learn from it. ahahahaha!!!

i hope i myself won't forget that line in the future.

e2 na ba un? i hope not...

i have a drinking spree with my bud today. i canceled it this morning because i don't feel like going. i've been thinking about the reason why. well maybe, it's some sort of a sign. they say your instinct tries to save you from distress or as catholics believe, a divine intervention. maybe this is it. i don't know. but i'll trust on it. and i'll cross my fingers not to see another victim of terrorists' bombing on tv tonight.

yes, even angels fall

You've found hope
You've found faith,
Found how fast she could take it away.
Found true love,
Lost your heart.
Now you don't know who you are.
She made it easy,
Made it free,
Made you hurt til you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops,
Sometimes it flows,
But baby that is how love goes.
You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
It's a secret no one tells;
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale;
Take it from me,
That's the way it's supposed to be.
You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
You laugh, you cry, no one knows why
Behold the thrill of it all...
You're on the ride
You might as well
Open your eyes
You will fly and you will crawl;
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.
Even angels fall
Even angels fall

**this is supposedly for yesterday. wasn't able to post it though coz i went home late. went out with my best last night and i guess we were both successful in filling up our loneliness. best, you may not be able to read this but thank you. from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being with me at times rain clouds sets in..even if you don't know it.

"No greater opportunity or obligation can fall the lot of a human being than to be a physician. In the care of the suffering he needs technical skill, scientific knowledge, and human understanding. he who uses these with courage, humility, and wisdom will provide a unique service for his fellow man and will build an enduring edifice of character within himself. the physician should ask no more than this, and he should be content with no less"

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- Tinsley Randolph Harrison, M.D.