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i just thought of writing something for everyone...at least for those people whom i have been with for the longest time without having the chance to say what i really feel about. hehehe. i guess i just feel a little sentimental now that 2005 is about to end. happy new year, everyone! i hope next year will be a fruitful year for all of us.

• ate noreen, thank you for being my 'kasangga' in school. i know i'm a pain in the ass but you're the only one who could endure my kakulitan and katarayan. thank you. i really appreciate you for being like a big sister. i'm looking forward for more days of tsismisan. i'll always be your friend even if we're tons of handouts apart. hehehe.
• mom and dad, the more i mature, the more i appreciate everything you have done for us. now i realized how lucky i was to be born in this family. thank you for all the sacrifices that you did. i love you.
• papsi, no matter where you will be, always remember that there's someone you can look back to. we'll be here, always proud of whatever you will achieve. papsi, salamat. for all the help you've given me. may the Lord bless you with so much more. i also wish that in God's time, you'll find the girl that will complete your happiness.
• ishtar, though there are times the two of us don't like each other's ways without making it obvious to both of us :) , i want you to know that i love you. i treat you not just a friend but a sister. from the bottom of my heart, i want you to know that i'm happy for you and your new lovelife. thank you, kase pinagtyagaan mo yung kasungitan at katarayan ko hehehe. andito lang ako lagi. medyo busy nga lang. :)
• dryn, our friendship might not be the same as before but i want you to know that you are still welcome to cry on my shoulders. i hope, what happened to us will be a lesson not just to you but for both of us. i have already forgiven you. i pray you'll find that someone who's really meant for you... in God's time.
• baby, if there's one person that i know whom his heart i have cut so deep, it's yours. from the bottom of my heart, i'm sorry. it's only now that i have realized that it's not only you who was to blame. i also had my share of mistakes. i didn't have faith in your decisions. i only noticed your mistakes and not your good deeds. i failed to see how little the effort i was exerting... it seems i failed to see the good things that was in you because i was always looking for more. i'm sorry for blaming you for everything and for not giving you a chance. i hope in time we find it in our hearts to forgive each other.